Handwriting is an adventure journey that is rarely visited by people. It wanders on the paper and can be glimpsed in a small space. You have no idea what I am thinking, but through these words that have been used for thousands of years, they change into different meanings through combination, so some people may think they have seen the truth, but in fact they have not.
I am learning sailing on recent weekends, learning ropes and steering, and learning to judge the wind direction and current. I also hope to become a skilled captain and go on great voyages. Although there is no unexplored place on earth, almost all oceans and islands are new adventures for me.
I hope to plan a personal ocean voyage in the future. I hope to truly have a dialogue with nature and shout alone in the stormy waves. Regardless, this is the journey I'm looking forward to so far.
I haven’t published an article for more than a year. In fact, many late nights, as long as I calm down, I will write a lot, but I no longer want to be evaluated by others and fit into the characters they imagined. No matter how you analyze it, all you can see is what you want to see. I can't know what's going on in your heart, and there's no need for you to try to see through me. The human heart can never be penetrated.
No matter how we plan for the future or have unlimited assumptions and arrangements for tomorrow, it cannot resist sudden changes. These days, I find that time is irreversible, even if it is just a second, if it happens, it really happens. As people increase their knowledge and experience, they will find that time passes faster and faster, and it will always destroy many opportunities for dreams to come true. Our only enemy is time.
I shouldn’t spend my whole life like this, hoping to break this rigid society. No matter what the vision or dogma of ordinary people is, they have thought it was wrong or unreasonable for a thousand years, and I don’t agree with it.
I am now on the riverside of the hotel, watching the sunset. This day will soon pass, time passes so quietly, joys and sorrows are constantly being staged, many ups and downs, and magnificent events are beginning or ending. It is not my destiny but the order of the universe. No matter how much I thought, I couldn't change the trajectory of the sunset an hour later.
All the unwillingness that people have comes from the fact that I know the trajectory of this sunset and still hope that it can retain a little more warmth for me. However, since it has ended, it has ended. All I see is this sunset, but behind it are the magnificent laws of the universe. What can I do?
I have always been fascinated by Planck time and extremely microscopic theories such as quantum entanglement and butterfly effect. I really believe in the interdependent relationship between time and matter. Even if they seem to have nothing to do with each other, they can always influence each other at a random point.
I saw the traffic downstairs was busy, they were busy, just like me running to make money for my livelihood. But in fact, I don’t have any material requirements for life, and I don’t enjoy life too much. I just want to go on some adventurous journeys, do the things I like, and be a free soul, even if it means drifting in the wind, drinking in the desert, and shouting in the storm.
I have been thinking about it for several years, and I have been vegetarian for two months now. I certainly won't try to advise others on what is more worthy, that is everyone's own choice. Everyone has the right to choose the lifestyle they want without endangering others.
When you pass by a restaurant or see videos on the Internet showing mouth-watering barbecue, roast goose or seafood feasts, you will indeed feel a bit regretful. Every meal of green beans, beans and eggs is inevitably boring. Those delicacies seem to have nothing to do with me in the future. So is there no point in living in this world? However, after wrapping the belly, the desire for meat will be shut down, and a trace of peace will be gained, which is the satisfaction of faith. This feeling is quite good. So far, I think this should last for a long time. As for how long, I hope it will be the second half of my life. I would also like to fast if I can maintain nutrition.
People are just uneasy deep down in their hearts and want to make some unnecessary atonement, that’s all. If nothing unexpected happens, I hope to keep my mouth shut for the rest of my life and only read my own heart and not other people's minds.
I hope to retain my conscience and good thoughts, but when people live in the secular world, how many things can be achieved? There will always be many tangles of right and wrong. In this world, we will have both peace and harmony, and we will live up to the Tathagata and the Lord. It's like I shouldn't be a businessman by nature, but so far I can only accept the reality speechlessly. After all, I still need to make money to live.
To be honest, when I saw the epidemic during the Chinese New Year, I was worried that this year would be difficult, but the current business performance is about to exceed last year. Not affected.
Because I am a businessman, it is only logical that I focus on my business. In desperation, the word "businessman" has been applied to me for more than ten years. In fact, if possible, I would prefer that my attributes are more noble words such as adventurer or romantic poet. But it’s a pity that my dream is already far away. In a few years, maybe I should live like this for the rest of my life.
They will think that you have made a little money now and it is wrong to complain about the ordinary life. I don't deny it. Wisdom can grow people, but it can also destroy people. I just hope to release goodwill to the world. In fact, I don’t want to laugh, but I can get the world’s goodwill and sincerity in return, without concealment or deception, without guessing or reservation.